Beata Festerman
Monday, July 18, 2011
Hydrocodone nightmare?!?
thats a really deep dream, the dreams that i remember are crazy, especially if ive been drinking or am on something. Anyway from what ive heard when you dream about something it means you want or not want that something or something like it to happen, but i think its complete bullshit. If you dont understand your dream than it prob has no meaning and just makes no sense and thats all there is to it. There is no meaning unless its in plain view because all youre really doing is day dreaming but your unconscious, and very unrealistic. If there is a message in your dream i think the reason for the crash is prob just a fear that you have of car accidents or dying like everyone else in the world, but then again messed up stuff happens in dreams and some stuff reallllly bothers us. the other day i took a nap and had a dream that i was being arrested and i didnt have my id, and when i woke up i continued looking for it, i hate losing my id thats prob why i dreamt about it. Sometimes i dream about my ex about us dating because i miss the hell out of her. Last night i dreamt i got raped by my ex girlfriend's fat friend who ruined me and my ex's relationship. Every time me and my ex talk on fb or whatever no matter what it is she'll bud in and just rip on me. I think she is the only woman id consider hitting. Why i got raped by her idk, but it was one of the most awful nightmares ive ever had. Im not into the chubby ones or being raped either either so thats also very strange. Some times after work il take a nap and il dream that im still at work and its awful and i cant leave and there are not breaks and i can stand it. But thats that. I hope this helps you get over your terrifying dream. Getting scared or shakin up from that stuff happens to the best of us. so just stay cool and dont take drugs before you go to sleep, if you dont want to be creeped out. I do and it happens all the time.
Does anybody know anything about making a club?
Me and my friends are making a group. We will be doing tons of stuff like car washes in the Summer, raking leaves in Autumn, planting trees in Spring, etc. We are just going to do stuff during the seasons so we can do stuff like go see movies, go to the beach, etc. We are trying to get a room for our club, so we can chill there. We have a 1tb hp PC, and can make a website. We want to meet once a week and talk about stuff to do. We want to name it but we have no ideas we want it something like "_ _ Brigade" or "The _ _ Brigade" do you have any ideas? We are 13, 14, 15 years old so we cant do too much. Please help. Thank you!
How do I get him back?
My husband got a job in some other country 1 year ago through one of his friend. They both used to work in the same company but gradually the feiend started feeling threatened and started ignoring him. Six month later he shifted his family to the country he was working in and tried to convince my husband to do so as well. My husband had lot of financial issues so he claims he cant do so for atleast another year.unfortunately the day my husband leaseda car for himself on instalments he came to know the company shall close down in another three months. The company reducd his salary by 20%. and finally after three months it closed down. Due to all this stress he avoided talking to me on phone, skype or net. Even if we used to talk he used to fight all the time. Hre used to visit us once in two months,but his parents and brother were in another station so we spent most of our time travelling .Daughter 15 and son 12 , didn't have sex for months as he used to be angry at all times.8 months passed by.His fiend called me up and ocassionally tried to help as he felt he was responsible for the situation that I was suffering from. i always felt that he was like an elder brother, who want to bring us back together. My married life was never too smooth as it was an arranged marriage and he initially liked someone else.His parentsand brother didnt like me after marriage. too please them he always used to give me no importance and even redicuiled me. Initially he forced himself ontomr the first night and many consecutive nights and later when i tried to accept it thye way he liked ,he suddenly stated changing. He used to seduce and then avoid sex saying that he is practicing self control. Sleeping on the same bed we never had sex for months. In these 17 years of married life I have had 7 missed abortins and he was never there when i went to the doctor for my DNC's as he never had time . He is a workaholic. His friend often used to visit our city and used to call frequently.Eventhough my parents and brother were living in the same city but they hardly were ever available for any support. I work in a bank from 9:00 to 5:00.Now I have developed multiple minor ailment due to stress.Gradually I started feeling comfortable talking about all my problems to his friend.I felt that he was the only person tslking to me and shoeing any concern. Often when iwas sick or needed emotioal support my husband would not pick up my calls or scold me by saying get lot and go to hell. He used to send money which was just enough to cover our basic need ,all my salary is also spent fot a comfortable living.His friend has gradually developed a liking for me and appreciates me ang is always there for me when ?I am upset . He always suggests me ways in which I can do something to save my marriage and bring my husband back.Three months ago he came to our city and wanted to meet me.I went to see him at the hotel and he expressed his feeling of liking for me,and requested me to have a secret relationship with him without letting any one else know (He says he dint imply a physical relationship).His wife was also my good friengd . I told him that I just respected him as a saviour and do not have a feeling of attraction towards him. He said that I was always on his mind and he feels emotionally attached as well as physically attracted towards me. I felt extremely uncomfortable at that very moment and just went back home.Later when I called him he ignored me completely . He said I misunderstood his feelings and he felt very bad. He now avoids talking and doesnt even answer my messages. I know feel that if I dont talk to him I will die. I sometimes also feel that mabe I also have somekind of a liking for this person. My husband knows everything that has happened uptill know. He hates him and also sent him a message that he was disappointed to know all of this. Irespected this man and feel that i cant imagine a life without his support. Since three months he has hardl answered any of my messages and I feel he is avoiding me. If he doesnt talk to me I wont be able to survive ,since it feels something is dead inside me.I feel extremely heart broken. Want to end up my marriage as well as my life.
I have cout for missing school..need and excuse?
ok so basically i have missed days of school some because i was sick others cause i was lazy and told my parents i didnt had to go I know this is bad and shouldnt do it but at the time I did which i regret i turned in some notes except fot 2 and is my third time going for missing school .I have no idea what to say. last time I went in there she wrote me for skipping which I have never done in my life !! and thatz legit I would really appreciate if you guys could help to what to say to the court lady which i already know she is evil !!! I'm in the tenth grade and failng two classes cause of por absesnces
Can I get out from boarding area at Incheon airport during waiting for next flying?
Yes, every passenger is free to exit the restricted area. The only question is with your passport, do you need a visa to enter Korea. Not knowing which country you're from, you need to make sure. After you meet your friend, just go back through airport security and immigration in time for your connecting flight.
Why won't my girlfriend officially leave her ex?
"she has yet to come clean with her parents or even let them know I exist. They love the guy she is "with" and she's afraid of what they will think if she leaves him."...If she is so concerned about the opinions of her family that she would continue a sham of a marriage, then she likely won't make a choice until she is forced. And even then it might well be easier for her to maintain things as they are rather than choose you. Sorry. I really am. This sucks. But I do not see this working out well for you. This isn't even about the husband. It's about her. She can't stand up and be an adult; and she may never. Where does that put you?
Every single one of my friends is gonna be out of town on my birthday, am I gonna have nothing to do?
Go with them if you can. Or take this as a chance to hang with somebody new. Call up a bunch of semi friends and go somewhwere. Sorry though that all your friends are going to be gone on your birthday :(
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