I feel like a failure :'(?

You Aren't A Failure, Don't Let Your Emotions Get The Better Of You. If This Subject Isn't Pleasing Your Style Then Don't Push Yourself. Be The Boss. Enlighten Yourself With A Field That Requires Things To Do And Less Communicating Such As I.T Or Accountant. On-Focus Tasks Are Good For Your Type Of People. Everyone Is Nervous Or Shy Every Now And Again; So Remember That Just Take Deep Breaths And Within No Time All Will Be Good Just Show Them What Your Made Of :)